| im probably going to stop writing in here now...that or make a new xanga...probably just stop writing... |
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| today i was told in the worse possible way that my grandpa had passed away...just to find out after 2 hours of flipping out and crying my eyes out that it wasnt true. im not allowed to go see him cuz niether my dad nor brother will go with me and the only other way is if i go with a member of CPS. life just keeps getting better huh? |
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| my grandpas in the ICU in sum hospital in kingwood...my mom keeps hanging up on my dad when he tries to find out what hospital hes in...idk what her problem is. if he doesnt get better by monday they are gonna pull the plug. im going on vacation tomorrow...lindsay's coming instead of andrew. woot and sadness all at once. shes here now eating ice cream and reading over my shoulder...bi-otch. anyways ive been getting really upset about things easily lately. i know im pmsing ut that doesnt seem to have much to do with my mood...life sux...bite me |
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| there is so much going on right now...
i dont know where ill find myself in the end...
leave me to my darkest days,
im ready to face the world now....
but hiding in the closet is so much more appealing.... |
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